Today is my third working day... overall... it's boring.... coz now onwards I need to memorize the scripts.... There are 4 pages of scripts.... :( it's a long script for me... how can i memorize it and present to my clients~!!! when i think of it, I felt nervous again.. don't know how well can I do in my job... but somehow I will always try my best on it... at least I have put in my effort...
Tomorrow, I will be following one of my colleague in the marketing out to meet clients coz my manager wants me to observe how my senior presents and hope that I could learn from her.... Somehow, I still dont have the confident to speak in front of ppl yet, but I dare not tell this to my manager as when I was in the interview, I told him that I m quite outgoing [yes!i am but when i m with my frens] so I think my manager would at least expect I am still alright with the job and give me a chance. Since he has gave me this chance, I shall take the oportunity to build my confidence... {Please confident, come to me~~ I really need you so much~~!!!!!} so now it's time to wait for my confidencessssss....working days are tiring days... today I m very tired.. may be coz of the boredom in the office... I stay whole day long in office juz to practise the script... really tiring.. and I was scared by those heavy thunders... :( and the raining afternoon made me damn damn sleepy only.... -O- awwhhh........ almost fell asleep .... -.- but anyway... I still need to put much more effort into this job and try all my best and earn my best money~!!! ^_^ everyone please give me more confident and luck~!!!!! tired and need to sleep now... nitenite everyone....
Kinzu
This is my lovely new family member -- Kinzu... Is him cute?? Last week almost everyone has came to my house and visited him... and seem like everyone likes him so much..... and he has 4 aunties now.. hehehee...... his aunties love him so much too..... ************************************************************************************Get back my shipments yesterday night.... When I was tidying my things, there were some misisng feelings in my heart ....I really miss UK so much... Missing the weather, the lifestyle, the people, the environment etc...... I really miss there so much.... but somehow there is something that I could not let go here.... moreover another reason is I have no companion going along together.... *sigh* so how??? what can I do ?? Somehow I think I need to give up and sacrify... since there is something I could not let go here, therefore, I need to sacrify there.... but , I really hope to go back... anyone can go with me?? be my companion?? *sigh*
