Something that already gone means lost it forever.... there is no turning back anymore... but I really miss it... I didn't want to lose it.... I really miss it... and I love it so much..... Y ? Y things could happened to me? I want it.... Y there was a force decision that need to make by someone else but not me? Didn't I really have the capability? I miss it..... really..... I miss u............. hope that u are here with me....