Saturday, February 03, 2007

Working Saturday~~

Today is Saturday and I am working!!! Because today there is a class which has been organized by me and no one was willing to stay for today's class.. so I have taken up this chance to be the one and trying to earn some extra money too!! hahahahaaa.......

It has been quite bz for the past few weeks... Besides that I have got a serious sickness suddenly.. I am not sure how did I get it as in I have been sick-ing the whole week.. even now it has not fully recovered yet.... sigh~~~ What the hell virus is this.... I hate this...

Sick was bad for me... whilst, I have to receive the fact that, my grandma has juz passed away last Friday (26-1-2007) and I have to go back my dad's hometown on Saturday to attend the wake. It was quite a bad news though we have actually expected that as my grandma's health is getting worse day by day... Supposingly the funeral would be held on Tuesday (30-1-2007), unfortunately I couldn't attend because I have an appoinment with my client on Monday morning and the Business Value Launching is on Wednesday (31-1-2007). Alot of work have not done yet!!!!! I was so stressed up!! How I hope to stay with my beloved grandma until the end of the day... but it was too bad.. I have made the decision to come back KL and work... sorry grandma... really hope that you could live peacefully in another new world and hope everything is good there!!! So I didn't get to stay and I came back to KL on Sunday with my cousins. Started working again as usual on Monday.... I was so down that day as I felt guilty that I came back earlier from the wake. Tuesday..... that was the funeral day, I was superb sad and guilty, was trying to call my dad to know everything that was happening out there... and finally I got to know that my grandma has burried and I knew that I have no more chance to see her again... *sob*sob*

Anyway.. it's already overed... everything was back to normal on the BV Launch that day.. just that I was so tired. Because when I was alone in KL @ home, I have finished up all the household chores after my nite classes... after finshed up everything of that still need to work... slept at late night.. working under stress etc ..... it was like everything came at the same time... sigh~~ How I wish there was someone else beside me that time to give me a hand.. unfortunately... I have to be strong enough !!! *sob*sob*

So, hope that all the bad things has gone and here to welcome the good things!!! Hope that I could have better coming days!!!! GOOD LUCK!!!! :)